How Am I Supposed to Feel?

I filed for divorce today…And I’m not sure how I’m supposed to feel…I don’t feel like celebrating…but I don’t feel horrible, either.  Is there a right way to feel? 

I almost feel bad for not feeling worse about it.  It’s a sad moment to be sure…but I felt worse yesterday

I hope that doesn’t mean I’m some sort of heartless person…

The funny (sad?) thing is that I was so thorough in getting the paperwork together that the whole thing could be done in less than 2 months…an almost 9 year marriage (12 year relationship) might be undone in less than 8 weeks…how’s that for irony?

I would kill for a distraction from everything…a bright-shiny of some sort…

Instead I’ll just close with this because it pretty much says it all:

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About Michaela Mitchell

A few things come to mind easily when I think of myself - a mom, a friend, a daughter, a hard-worker. But there's so much more to me - and I just have to discover what it is.

Posted on May 6, 2011, in Independent Michaela, Moments in Life and tagged , , . Bookmark the permalink. 2 Comments.

  1. maybe it just hasnt HIT you….?

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