Trying To Relax
If I don’t remember to relax, my head might explode! I almost said I was learning to relax, but that implies that I don’t know what to do…I know what to do…implementation is the key.
I like to work, and I work a lot…I work hard, I just don’t play hard (yet). If I see something that needs to be done, I do it. Everytime. No matter what. But I’m going to make myself sick if I keep that up! After 8 hours of sleep (what a luxury!), I shouldn’t wake up exhausted…but that’s exactly what’s been happening.
Not relaxing is also leading to me freaking out, venting, and letting my emotions come right to the surface. Be shocked, most of my emotions aren’t exactly positive right now.
So, I’m working on the whole relaxing thing…for the past couple of nights, I haven’t answered emails late at night, talked to Almost Ex, or cleaned like a crazy woman…
I’ve read a book…I’ve listened to music…I’ve talked to my friends and my mom…I’ve gone to bed early…I’m a much more sane person…and I’m learning to live in a house that looks like a bomb went off.
The next step is to buy a bottle of White Zinfandel so I can have a glass and reeeeally relax.