A Love Letter To My Treadmill
My dearest ‘mill,
I know you’re angry with me…it’s been so long since we spent time together. I know, I know, you feel like I neglected you, that I’ve ignored you. I promise I thought about you…I never forgot you. I missed you everyday.
Like all relationships, the beginning was the sweetest…getting to know one another, seeing each other every day, all those great walks…it was a wonderful time in our lives. It’s when we moved to the next level that it became harder to keep the same intensity…that’s not your fault, I know! I’m the one who insisted on running again…you tried to warn me…every time I nearly tripped and fell, I know that was your way of telling me to slow down before I hurt myself…I didn’t appreciate what you were trying to do for me…I’m so sorry…I should have listened to you.
And then, and I know this is no excuse, I got sick…that cold kicked my ass…the nagging cough that followed was horrible…I knew I couldn’t run like that. I know, I can hear you now…of course I could have walked…but you know I have a mental block about just walking when I could be running…and the busy nights. I felt you staring at me all those nights I was on the computer working…you felt neglected then, too, didn’t you? Oh, ‘mill, I’m so sorry…
Tonight was good, right? Like old times? Before the craziness of me trying to run…I’ve had to admit that my knees can’t handle it anymore…it’s my own fault…I never went to a doctor when I blew my knee out…maybe I’ll never run again…but with you, I’ll walk hundreds of miles…
I have a favor, beloved…will you help me get race-ready again? I can’t run, but I know I can walk faster than most people…with your help, I can be a racer again…it will mean a lot of time together…I promise, I won’t just disappear on you again…if I have to take a break, I will give you an explanation first…please say you forgive me…
**Yeah, I know, I’m a nut.**